Returning to the Past – 73th Part
In a way going back to Spain was like going back to the world I was already used to, and leaving England was like time stopping.
I knew that the Work of God could be done anywhere, but at that moment, I felt as if my ministry was on a halt.
Even though I really liked Spain, the wives, the environment and everything, it was very difficult for me. I was not conformed to have to do treatment somewhere out of the place I was chosen to do the Work of God.
I knew I was there for a greater cause, but I kept asking myself: “What about the Woman’s Program? How will they give continuation to all our projects?”
For the first few weeks I had to be absent from the recordings, and the wives in England had to continue the program. We were all surprised!
I went to do the treatment somewhere close to where I lived, but I was totally dissatisfied with my situation. The new doctor I saw criticized the treatment I was already doing and put me in doubt. So I decided to go for a third opinion, which did not help much. The other doctor wanted to stop my treatment and deal with something that had nothing to do with my allergy.
Time was passing and anxiety took over. I felt as if I was getting in the way of the Work of God. Everything was against me.
I began to do the Woman’s Program with a new team in Spain. But, no matter how much I tried something always went wrong. It was incredible! I don’t know how many programs we recorded for only one to air. All of this contributed to the murmurings within me. I was getting very angry. I felt that everything was tied up.
In the midst of all this, my joy was to be with the wives. We had a lot of fun recording, like the day we did a tour of Madrid for the Program. I lived there 4 years and it was the first time I was getting to know that wonderful city. I was never interested in visiting places, because for me, the work itself was enough for me to enjoy.
At that time when so many things were going against me, I tried to hold on to those good times. But the best was yet to come: The Campaign of Israel was coming!